Episode 10- WTF!!

[Roger Sexton]

Immunity challenge hasn't even started yet and there's more news for me to report then probably the entire game combined lol.

So to report on the last vote, someone leaked to Brian and John that matt had flipped with the girls and were splitting their votes, and that the 2 girls the guys were splitting votes for were both using idols. After a long, drawn-out revote (and an even longer explanation, see next confessional), Heidi got voted out. Thank god, ding-dong the witch is dead lol. But this isnt even when things get interesting...

[Roger Sexton]

So this morning, Matt sent me possibly the biggest (and most important) PM i've ever gotten in an ORG...

"Hey there Roger,

Alrighty, well, I think I'm currently the hated of the boys, but I decided because you are the only guy I wasn't trying to do anything against, I'll explain myself to you, then hopefully we can at least talk about like...idk, the game as a whole, and what is best for us.

At the round of 10, I acted like I would be with the girls, and ultimately, lied to them, and voted Shii-Ann and gave some BS excuse.

Then at 9, I was doing the same thing, but then Heidi started convincing the hell out of me that the Sook Jai guys knew me and you would be voting for the girls, and that the girls would only be 3 votes, allowing the 4 Sook Jai guys to vote me. I completely believed it, and Heidi told me John was trying to convince the hell out of HER to vote for me. So I played my idol later in the day, and decided to join up with a vote to make sure Robb or Brian left, and I MADE POSITIVE it was only those two that they were targetting with their plan.

I don't know how John found out Heidi leaked to me, or what happened, but I guess some people found stuff out, and they got Heidi out. Personally, I know those girls would gang up on me in any situation, and that almost no one in this game would have a final 2 with me, but maybe Janet, who would never beat Erin/Heidi in immunity anyway, and besides, I don't have trust with any of the girls like I've had with you over the game.

Honestly, Idk what you've been told about me, but I truly am NOT against you, it's just those Sook Jai guys, who are still 4 solid, and have been since the final 16 when they have pretty much not given us much say as far as I'm concerned. Any say it LOOKS like they are giving us, I truly feel is going to be flipped on us.

Heidi told me during the revote, that John has been playing US, because she told me that he and her were very close in this game, and that John would tell her about a time that you and him were allies in the past, and that he doesn't really like you, and she agreed that she doesn't really like you either. She told me that you were Gregg from Survs3, and I didn't believe her at first cause I remembered we had an odd situation together in that game, and she said John told her "everything" about that, and that they wanted you out eventually because they know what kind of player you are. All I can say is if that sounds anything like the truth, you should know there is no way I could know that unless John has been talking crap about you with Heidi, and likely on top of that, the Sook Jai guys.

Honestly, I am convinced those 4 are going to stick together, and in edition, Brian and Ken both have immunity idols, John is an immunity challenge beast, and Robb is a guy I'm sure most think they can beat in the final 2. I don't see people thinking after me and you were able to survive that Tambaqui-craziness with those dudes, and make it all the way to this point in the game, any of them wanting us to get to the final 2.

If any of that makes sense to you, I'm sure the girls are up against a wall as well, and if 4 of us were to vote for whoever of John/Robb didn't win immunity, unless Ken/Brian gave them an idol, they would go. I know that you might feel bad about it, but truly, I know they aren't with me anymore, and I don't think they are with you until the end based on what I've been hearing, and how they've been acting, and at best, they have two idols, an immunity god, and a great guy to bring to the jury for a win.

Let me know if you'd consider anything, if not, I totally get that since I strayed out on my own, but I really do think it makes sense for us in this game to make this big move, and REACH for an actual path for the end, and not give those Sook Jai guys 4/7 majority."


Now I gotta say, everything he said makes sense. I think he is absolutely telling me the truth, which really at this point its all he can really do. I think my eyes have been opened really, I knew ppl didn't like me (cus my CHARCTER is an asshole, not myself in real life), but for some reason it never hit me that maybe ppl like John and Ken were just being nice to string me along for votes and that I hadn't actually fit in with them to the point where I'd be kept over a Brian or a Robb. After immunity i'll have some interesting decisions to make because it sounds like I have the power to change the game at this point.

[Roger Sexton]

Alright so John beat matt in a tie breaker for immunity, which I was kinda happy about. I was happy cus now Matt CAN be voted for, but mad cus i wouldve liked to blindside john badly (but i doubt he wouldnt have used his idol, but who knows at this point)

So in my head, ive been playing around scenarios a little bit. I think at this point I'll go with this plan: So the 4 sooks and myself all supposedly have a final 5 arrangement. Now in an ideal world, us 5 would agree on voting let's say..erin off. Now based on my last confessional, i have a door open with voting with matt/erin/janet. I would let them know that erin is the vote, and erin would play her idol. hopefully the guys would never suspect me of leaking info, which may or may not happen, but its worth a risk. But i'd still vote for erin like the sooks, but matt/erin/janet would vote robb out. i like the guy, but he's really too UTR for this point in the game.

Now let's pretend that the sooks decide to tell me everyone is voting erin, but in actuality the sooks are voting say..Matt. They would think the vote would be 4 votes Matt, 3 votes robb, 1 vote erin. But if i thought they were lying to me, id switch my vote to vote robb, it becomes a tie, and i believe robb leaves based on past votes. But thats so risky i might just vote with matt and the girls to begin with. Guess we'll see!

[Roger Sexton]

Pre-Vote

after talking with ken, i think I realize that I can't flop on the sooks. first cus they did kinda save me in our last tambaqui vote (mainly due to ken and robb). secondly, cus if i go to the final 4 with 2 chicks, there is no way in hell i could beat one of the girls automatically down 3-0 cus no girl on the jury will probably vote for me.

So at this point, gotta take my chances and hope me, ken, robb can be the final 3